Yesterday I got a call from the clinique lady for free gift bags if I buy certain products over a certain price. I am a sucker for free stuff especially make-up crap. So I went to the store also with a bag of full of my resumes, because my bank account was running outand I desperately needed a job. So I was giving out my resumes to every store I possibly can and so far I have two interviews schedueled. Then I went to the clinique counter and the lady was explaining it to me that the gifts are next week but since I was there she decided to see what my skin's state is at. She gave me the bullshit of using a claryfying solution to get rid of the dead cells on my face and she thought there were too many pimple on my face, but I explained to her that I was getting my period soon, but she thought it was unnatural to have so many. So I was pretending to listen and gree with her bullshit, and I had a feeling that she knew she was bullshitting too. So I agreed to buy a powder foundation to make her day, which came to $34. For a person with now $20 left in her bank account like me, was the stupiest thing she did so far. So I rode my bike home fast because it was hot and I was thinking about losing some weight since the summer started. Have been somewhat success at it.
Today, I was suppose to go out with my friends, but as usual sat on my ass all morning watching the view, ellen degenerous, gill deacon and finally oprah. Now I feel like going out and ride my bike and play in the swings. But it is mid afternoon at it is extremely burning hot, I hate it so I decided to write in my blog, which has been a long time. The world events aren't so good, the same old poverty, bomb blasts and finally global warming. My friend told me last night that we human beings are killing this world, and the earth is going to explode. But I had to correct her, that we aren't really destroying the world nor the earth, we are destroying our world. But thats all I can say about that. then she moved on to Iraq and she claimed Americans are the real terrorists. I personally was against this war in the first place, But I'm not a pacifist either, Saddam Hussein was a guy who committed a lot of crimes, disturbed his neighbours and has committed many UN violations that in fact can support US invading Iraq. But the problem is US was too arrogant to understand what liberation and freedom meant, when a country's only law and order falls down it becomes anarchic. I just cannot understand why the Americans could not look ahead. And that is probably why other countries did not want to go to this war. I wish the Americans stuck with one project at a time, they already had a job to rebuild a nation, which is called Afghanistan. Now in the US, I rarely hear the American Newscasters speaking about Afghanistan. That was a war that I supported and I still my country which being Canada to still be involved in. In Iraq, I don't think US should leave, however, when I saw a BBC report on the british troops leaving from Basra, which is controlled largely now by shiite militias, many people of that place were happy. And Some months ago the majority of the Iraqi parliament voted that the US military should leave too. But some of these iraqi governement officials also have been running death squads, so I really don't know where I feel about US leaving or not. I think it is noble that the americans tried to instill democracy in the middle east, but democracy especially the american democracy is not supposed to be imposed on, it is evolution. There should be law and order before democracy. Look at europe, It took them more than hundereds of years to have democracy. And I'm also sick of people asking if an islamic country can have democracy, Any country that makes religion as their main political structure cannot have democracy. For God sakes look at when the catholics ruled Europe, the popes abused their powers like any dictators, we see that sort of same behaviour in Iran where religion is corrupted because they have too much power. Its probably take a long while for Iraq to ever become a proper democracy, but that does not mean they can achieve it. There was some hope at Palestine. Well thats all I have to sat about Iraq.