HAPPY ALMOST NEW YEAR!!!

Next year is 2007, duh!! Unlike most people who are in their 20s, I am at home with my parents who just finished my shift and is blogging. I am probably going to sleep when the new year is born or atleast watch crap on television. But I'm not going to cry over it, it is such a waste of enery, instead I'm going to cruise for free internet porn and masturbate with the help of my vibrator. I bought new packages of energizer batteries today, the heavy duty kind and make myself wet going into this new year. I am also going to do another thing and that is to write myself a new year's resolution like what most people do.
1. Find a new job with better pay.
2. never to work in a fast food industry ever again, this will be my last.
3. Try to move out of my parent's house. (I doubt this will ever be acheived until I graduate from university)
4. Find a new sex buddy that lives near by.
5. Buy a new wadrobe.
6. Finally, what most girls will have in their list, loose some weight, but I must say, I actually look good.

Now I'm going to blab about what I have achieved:

I got myself a vibrator, which I must say is so far the best investment I have done, which is next to my education ofcourse.

The bigger image, which is called the Duchess is an incredible and a very useful tool to all women I believe, especially when you want to relax. I use it to start my day and also to end my day. Whenever to relief my stress like right now, me blogging instead of having an actual life and I use this wonderful tool to forget all about my non-existent life. Also when I have to write an essay I use it before to energise myself to write an incredibily bullshitting essay that I can't believe people are payed to do this. I use it before I go to work when I have to face the customer with a smile even though most of them are assholes who want to clog their hearts and I still wish them a good day, when I really wanted to say Fuck-You to them. It is helpful at the most wanted times. This five-inch miracle of a thing is a stress reliver and also an incredible orgasm maker, ahhhhhhhh, it is worth it.

I got this phone recently, I actually got it for free as a contract with a company that I shall keep it nameless, since they already have many advertisement on canadian television. It is a kewl phone and i luv it, I dont get much calls or anything like that, just like the fact that I have a kewl phone. Whenever my parents call me in public, I talk as if my non-existent boyfriend has called me and show off my phone to everybody. Damn I have become so materialistic, it makes me sick.

And lastly yet the most important, Iam at the third year of my university successfully, doing my degree on Political Science and Philosophy, and French. Which I must say I'm actually very proud of. I do not know where that will get me career wise, but I hope it gets me out of my parents' house faster and me out of working in the fast-food industry.

The Top Ten important news we missed because the newsmedia was too busy reporting on Britney's underwear situation. I think the most surprising part will be is the U.S. funding the Talibans, and India helping Iran build a bomb, while the U.S. looking the other way. Hmmmmmmmmmm.... http://web0.foreignpolicy.com/story/3652_0.html

Kadhalan (Urvasi Urvasi)

This is what I have been doing for the past few days, work and looking at music videos on YOUTUBE. Now I have figures out how to put videos on my blog I'm going to go nuts on it till I get sick of it, like pretty much what I do with most hobbies in my life. This is my favourite video, because it is funny and musically it sounds good. Just in case if you all out there are wondering what language this is it is Tamil.

Sex TV

This is a very funny Sextv ad, The show runs in Canada, on CityTV. It is an ad for that show. This is my theme for this month, "Ode to Masturbation". I don't know what the meaning of ode is but it seems to fit. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

Newborn Girls in India are being killed by their own parents because they are considered a liability and it is also prevelant in the educated families. The ratio of girls to boys are so unbalanced that there are girls marrying more than one guy, how weird and sick is that?
This article is from the Toronto Star:
I have changed the link, the previous link that was put on for this article could not be connected because it was outdated, I hope this link works for a while atleast. the article is called "Parents Killing girls a 'crisis' in India" by Palash kumar from the Toronto Star, if this link does not work, just google, but it should for now. http://www.thestart.com/News/article/155294, The article did not link properly, so I just pasted the article, so everyone will be exposed to this article.

Parents killing girls a `crisis' in India TheStar.com - News - Parents killing girls a `crisis' in India
TimeSincePublished("2006-12-16-04:30:00","2006-12-21","Dec. 16, 2006");
Palash KumarToronto Star
NEW DELHI–Ten million girls have been killed by their parents in India in the past 20 years, either before they were born or immediately after, a government minister admits, describing it as a "national crisis."
A UNICEF report released this week said 7,000 fewer girls are born in India every day than the global average would suggest, largely because female fetuses are aborted after sex determination tests but also through murder of newborns.
"It's shocking figures and we are in a national crisis if you ask me," Minister for Women and Child Development Renuka Chowdhury said in an interview Thursday.
Many Indians see girls as liabilities, especially because of the banned but rampant practice of dowry, where the bride's parents pay cash and goods to the groom's family.
Also, men are seen as bread-winners while social prejudices deny women opportunities for education and jobs.
"Today, we have the odd distinction of having lost 10 million girl children in the past 20 years," Chowdhury told a seminar at Delhi University.
"Who has killed these girl children? Their own parents."
In some states, the minister said, newborn girls have been killed by pouring sand or tobacco juice into their mouths.
"The minute the child is born and she opens her mouth to cry, they put sand into her mouth and her nostrils so she chokes and dies," Chowdhury said, referring to cases in the western desert state of Rajasthan.
"They bury infants into pots alive and bury the pots. They put tobacco into her mouth. They hang them upside down like a bunch of flowers to dry," she said.
"We have more passion for tigers of this country. We have people fighting for stray dogs on the road. But you have a whole society that ruthlessly hunts down girl children."
According to the 2001 census, the national sex ratio was 933 girls to 1,000 boys, while in the worst-affected northern state of Punjab, it was 798 girls to 1,000 boys.
The ratio has fallen since 1991, due to the availability of ultrasound sex-determination tests.
These are illegal but still widely available and often lead to abortion of female fetuses.
Chowdhury said the fall in the number of females had cost 1 per cent of India's GDP and created shortages of girls in some states like Haryana, where in one case four brothers had to marry one woman.
Economic empowerment of women is the key to change, Chowdhury said.
"The minute you empower them to earn more or equal (to men), social prejudices vanish."
The practice of killing the girl child is more prevalent among the educated, including in upmarket districts of New Delhi, making it more challenging for the government, the minister said.
"How do we tell educated people that you must not do it? ... these are people who would visit all the female deities and pray for strength but don't hesitate to kill a girl child."

I made an interesting discovery three weeks ago. I realised that when I was in Grade 9, which was like 6yrs ago I had my first sex-ed class in Ontario, Canada. What was interesting is that I was taught about how a child was born, through a man ejecting his semen into the woman's vagina. I was taught the diseases associated with sex, Herpes, HIV, and etc. Then finally where the child was formed when it is a fetus. We mildy discussed about the orgasm. However I realised that we were not fully taught about the vagina itself, except its reproduction function that is no doubt importance for the success of the human species. Since then I have never really referred the vagina as its scientific name, assuming it is called vagina, but to "down there", cunt, the hole, and extra. Three weeks ago, I have mentioned to my friend that I often maturbate when I wake up in the morning and she asks me why would I do that to myself. I respond to her to pleasure myself, duh. She asks me how do you do that, which clearly indicates that she has never touched her vagina unless she needs to put a tampon. I basically start to draw her the picture of the vagina on a tissue paper and show her it is the arousal of the clit that is important. But the problem is I did not know exactly where the clitoris was, I couldn't really imagine it, I mean I could feel it myself where it is, but I did not know exactly where it is? That is when I realised that we were not taught about our vagina at all only its reproduction functions.

We were taught this picture, which clearly completely ignores the clitoris. As you can see the vagina seems so simple and not so complicated, yet when I put a mirror "down there", it looks anything but this. No wonder the guys are freaking confused about the freaking cunt, because we women ourselves are confused. I am so frustrated that we have a liberal society and we cannot teach girls the function of the clitoris and the art of self-pleasure. The most innocent and disease-free act of all sexual pleasure is masturbation, yet it was taken out from the sex-ed class. I wonder how many girls know anything about their vaginas at all, not many I assume. And believe me mothers do not pass this sort of information to their daughters, because of the fear of girls becoming sexual, yet there are many women in this world who has no clue about their vaginas who are dying of HIV/Aids and have herpes. I am going to do a public service on my blog and show the map of a vagina, which includes the clitoris (courtesyof McGraw-Hill Companies):





The clitoris is similar to an uncircumsized penis, except that the penis has 1000 nerve endings and the clitoris has 8000 nerve endings. With the rub with your index finger, the clitoris erects from its hood, which is like a foreskin on a penis and the whole vagina becomes lubricated. It takes average of 20 minutes for a woman to get an orgasm. By the way 1 in 10 American women do not get orgasms naturally, but 70% of women do not get an orgasm only through sexual intercorse, so guys rub that clit, but be gentle it has 8000 nerve endings. Finally, some women also squirt and yes the squirting and the cumming does come from the urinary canal of the woman but it is not urine, it is actual cum. I hope this information helps girls and boys. There is more information than this, note Iam an amature, I hope I am just a start, what I'd rather recommend girls to do is to experience it themselves, like feel your vagina, the clit, I think you will be amazed as oppose to be sickened by it. The vagina is part of the body too, like an arm, but more significant.

It is December 17, 2006. Nothing much has happened in my life so far. I have been quite busy with work and school. In school, I have been doing not so good but have been not so reactive to make efforts to make it better. Whenever I go to my study table to study or make some kind of effort to better my 5000 dollar education, I instead go to my computer and watch music videos on Youtube or have cybersex. I haven't had actual sex over a month and don't see that happening in the future. I have been basically masturbating too often, watching TV, and going to sleep.
Well it isn't too bad as it sounds, my friends have holidays and I have been spending significant amount of time with them. Also I bought two new posters, one is a "Procrastinator's Creed" the other is a post of the Red Hot Chili Peppers without their shirts on. And today I put my clothes in the laundry by myself, which is a major achievement for me considering that I'm an extremely lazy person. The other day I also bought make up and I never put makeup myself. I'm a Pisces I believe in natural look, actually in this particular case I have just been lazy. I bought actual blush and I never bought blush. I have always relied on the after effects of my orgasm to give me a natural blush, which works but for a short time. I was actually amazed by the effects of this blush and its ability to grab attention from men and women. And eyeliners and mascara that made my pupils larger and really brings out the brownness of my pupils. Wat I realised is that the purpose for makeup is to look as if we are horny and ready for sex. The blush on the cheeks and the pupils to look bigger thats the after effects of an orgasm, its quite incredible really and yet i have realised it now.