Masturbation my first sexual act. I have tried it when I was 14 yrs old, well i fingered myself. Then I vowed to myself that would never do that to myself again, because I believed it was disgusting and the funny thing is I'm not even a catholic, I'm a freaking hindu. But then again all religions somehow find a way to repress the women. Anyways when I was 18 and with the access to the information in the tip of my fingers, I started to explore innocently. I started to watch porn and then I read some stuff about the clitoris and how to arouse it and where it was. I did not even know what clitoris was until I read it in the internet. and after I watched some gay porn my favourite kind i just lied on my bed and took my index finger and went into my very wet vagina. I nspected it and went a bit up in my cunt and found something bulging and i rubbed and then i stopped. I felt extreme tingle through my body. Then I went back in and then I stopped I just couldn't do it. Then in the morning I went back into my cunt and started dreaming about those men fucking each other. I went to that bulge which was my clitoris and rubbed it and my cunt got even wetter and held my other hand to the bed and I started to shake, I bit into my pillow and then I wet my bed. I stopped and I did not want to but I knew I had to or I would have screamed in the top of my lungs. My ears started ring and I went to the washroom and took a shower and my face was glowing and I was extremely happy. Thats when my life truly changed.